A not so ordinary life....

Excuse Me, Operator.

2008-12-30T23:34:00.002-06:00

....Could you please connect me to the time in my life where skinned knees, were alot easier to heal the broken hearts...??

Reality called last night....and what it had to tell me was all too familiar. Ladies & Gents. I am two months shy of 29. I have spent the last 6 years of my life singing the same song...only to find out the record is broken...and I have, like so many who have gone before me, fell into the "comfortable" mode in my life.

So, as 2009 has been knocking at my door, I've made some rather rash decisions, and for the first time in my life I am going to do things for me.

I've been looking at transfer options, searching jobs, apartments, and uhaul quotes. I've wanted to move back to Boston for the last two years, and this year....I am going to do it. I plan on being in beantown no later than the 4th of July.... I am looking for an apartment in the North End, or the back bay. I don't want to do the suburbs, I want to live in the heart of the city... I want to go home. So, if anyone comes across this and you know of any apartments that may be coming available early summer...lettasistaknow... :)

Let me just say, it takes alot of balls....and yes, I said balls...to pick up and move 1400 miles away from all that I have known since I was 18.... but these last 10 years in Memphis have kicked my ass....and I am ready to be happy again.... and happy to me is sitting in Fenway Park with a "fenway frank", watching my red sox.....or in Donovan's with an ice cold Sam Adams watching it on the big screen. I'll take either one...

So..hello world. Tiffany is back. And she's headed North.

"Standing at the back door, she tried to make it fast, but once she hit the hardwood it felt like broken glass, she said sometimes love slips away and you just can't get it back...let's face it. For one split second she almost turned around, but that would be like pouring raindrops back into a cloud...."

It's Beginning to Look alot Like Christmas.....

2008-11-12T00:39:00.002-06:00

There are times in my life when I wonder why I have chosen a career in retail management. The hours are horrendous, the workload is enormous, and the multiple personalities you deal with on a daily basis can be somewhat overwhelming.

And every year about this time when things get hectic I remember why I am where I am....the lights and trees and all the fancy decorations are going up all around me....and all the world is at peace....well, not really.

I love the fact that if only for a little while, I can make a huge impact on the people around me. I would like to think that I can give them a little bit of "sunshine" during the hustle and bustle of the Holiday Season. . . .

To all of the consumers who plan to descend on the ever-fading retail market this Holiday Season, remember the people there....in those stores...this is their Christmas too. The people working management in your favorite retailers are more than likely working 6 days a week, 12 hours a day for the next 8 weeks...to ensure your Holiday season is the best their is to offer. So as you get frustrated with the long lines, the coupons that aren't working, the specials that were gone before you got there.....etc, stop and think before you let those "cheerful" words slip out.

City sidewalks, busy sidewalks, filled with Holiday charm, in the air there's a feeling of Christmas.....

Another Day...

2008-10-29T19:51:00.002-05:00

...Another Dollar.

I would like to consider myself a rather successful businesswoman. I have been with the same company for a little over 5 years. During these 5 years, I have held 11 positions. I work hard. I love what I do, and I am pretty darn good at it, but I feel the need to make one rather important clarification.

I manage ALOT of people. By alot I mean it ranges from 65-90 daily. Of those people, I would say 98% of them are women. Now, being a woman myself, I feel I have the right to say this: This is a business. It is NOT a junior high study hall. I chose not to be a teacher because I would like to leave all the DRAMA that comes with junior high in the past. Instead I am constantly badgered with the he said she said BS that comes with working with teenagers....however most of them are old enough to be my Mother.....

Class Dismissed.

One can always go home....

2008-10-29T00:12:00.003-05:00

I feel like I am probably writing this to myself right now, seeing that most of my readers are long gone. It's been over a year since I posted anything. Life happens. I allow it too consume me, and the rest is history.

I talked to an old friend for a while tonight. It never ceases to amaze me how escaping to a memory can still set my soul on fire. . . Makes me wonder if leaving that time and place was the right decision....If I can still remember every detail of every conversation...every touch... does that make it just a normal memory or something more.... I guess I will never know. But it feels good to know, even if only in mind....I can always go back.

Signing out....

"I can still feel you just as close as skin every now and then..."

Ouch. That Hurt.

2007-05-10T23:31:00.000-05:00

Sometimes I think life should come with it's very own Emergency Repair kit. You know so when life just isn't they way it "should be" you can simply just bandage up and keep on trucking. Now, wouldn't that be nice?

I have set some goals for myself. Some I have mentioned before. Life changing goals. But in order for me to be on track to meeting my goals, I have to make several changes, some bigger than others. Some that are easy, and some that just hurt like hell. That's the part I'd like to skip.

People that I will have to leave behind. Thats what breaks me. That is what causes me to stop dead and my tracks and wonder if I am making the right decision or not. If you truly love someone, how do you begin planning a future without them in it? That, my friends, is a hard question to ask, but can you imagine how hard it is to answer? So you keep heading towards your goal...knowing that eventually you will have to leave the place where you are, and when that time comes you hope that they will follow you. But what if they don't? Ouch. That could hurt.

We want to think that we are a essential part of someone's or some people's lives. But what happens when it comes down to the line, and you find out all to abruptly that they really didn't need you after all? Ouch. That Hurts.

AHHHHH! I have to stop thinking and get some rest. It's gotta get easier.

"Knew I could never hold that girl, She was born to see the world. All I got is a picture... she mailed me. Barefoot in the snow white sand, A bag of sea shells in her hand, She finally found a paradise it seems. On the coast of somewhere beautiful, Trade winds blowin' through her hair, Sunlight dancin' on the water, And I wish I was there. Don't know how I'm gonna find her, All I know so far...She's on the coast of somewhere beautiful, Runnin' with my heart."

3WW.....

2007-05-09T21:37:00.000-05:00

Found this over at Bone's Place and decided to give it a shot....hold the applause, please.

"Welcome to Three Word Wednesday. Each week, I will post three (or more) random words. Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to write something using all of those words. It can be a few lines, a story, a poem, anything. I'll also attempt to write something using the same three words.Leave a comment if you participate. Many fun and interesting people might visit your blog."

1. Packed
2. Cozy
3. Anticipation

The sun beat down heavily on us as we PACKED into Micah's Explorer. It felt good to be free again. Free of essays, free of pop quizzes, and free of all the drama that dorm life can bring. We had no real destination in mind. Just drive til' we hit the shore line. Now, I am no geography major, but I do know that there is no shoreline too close to Chicago, Illinois. So I decided it was best if I made myself COZY between the two not-so-tiny-eats-their-wheaties-for-breakfast lacrosse players that joined me in the back seat. I should have known better. There would be no rest and relaxation in a truck packed with 5 of the rowdiest souls that our little prestigous university had ever seen. I'm not sure if it was the ANTICIPATION of the week ahead of us, or just the excitement to be done with the books for good, but that ride proved to be the wildest of my life.

"Baby you don't know what it's like. Baby you don't know what it's like. To love somebody, to love somebody..the way I love you."

Next Blog

2007-05-08T01:05:00.000-05:00

Random Rant:

After a year long hiatus from the blog-world, many of the blogs that I used to visit on a daily basis, are no longer in existence. So in efforts to re-build by blog library I ventured into the world of the next blog button. yah. not so much. Turns out that only about 1 out of every 1,347,465 are in english. So my efforts turned up, few results. Oh well. So lemme know if your out there, and you have something interesting to say. K?

The Ups and Downs....

2007-05-07T21:40:00.000-05:00

.....of Beale Street Music Festival.

We ventured down to, what has come to be known as Mudfest last night. Mainly, because I wanted to see Daughtry and Hinder. It's the only night I went this year, and I am quite ok with that. I am too fond of Drunken Crazy Crowds.

Believe it or not.

So I feel that it is only fair to humor you with my humble recap. Daughtry, who honestly was who I was really looking forward too...well, didn't do all that great. Actually, that is putting it quite nicely. It seemed he spent more time screaming than singing. Now to his defense, when he actually decided to sing he did sound half-way decent. And the band sounded amazing. Mid-way thru the show (about the time Counting Crows was starting on another stage), the crowd began to dwindle. I was a tad bit disappointed.

Now HINDER on the other hand, rocked out. I mean kicked -butt rocked out.
It made the trip through the hellacious traffic, and ever-winding parking garage worth it. There were a few songs that I was not too familiar with, but then there were the ones that have made them famous. Better than me and Lips of an Angel. Both of which are currently in my top 10. If you have never made the journey to Mudfest (nicknamed that because there has yet to be a year when Tom Lee Park has not turned into a Gigantic Mud puddle) it's definately worth the trip. The two bands I went to see were joined by several other big names....such as; John Legend, Counting Crown, Papa Roach, Three 6 Mafia (come on you know you can't have a Music Fest without them), and many, many, more. So next year around this time, why don't you plan a little trip to the Birthplace of Rock and Roll. Hear some good music, and heck...I'll meet you on Beale for a beer.

And that my friends was my Sunday. I have one more day off before I go back to my lovely, lovely job. So I am pretty much doing nothing. . . Call me. Let's go play some frisbee golf or something!!

"I told myself I won't miss you, but I remember...what it felt like beside you...."

Changes

2007-05-04T23:56:00.000-05:00

I have been contemplating making several pretty life-changing decisions lately. . . Decisions that could totally re-route the path I thought my life was going to take... I guess we never really know, though....Do we?

Ever since my Mom moved back to Boston in March of '06 I have been battling the decision to join her. But in the last few months alot has happened. I mean I got a promotion, and opened a new store....and well, I guess I have finally realized that I need to seize the day. So my mini-plan in my head is that I will give my new store about a year, and at that point I will be with the company for five years. Then I will put in for a transfer to one of the stores in the Boston area. Now, thats the grea thing about working for such a large corporation. ... .. you have "room to grow". Then I can spend my nights at Fenway, or at a pub in Fanueil Hall, and weekends on the cape.... the way life should be. I'm still fairly young, single, and somewhat established. So whats wrong with making myself happy for a while??

I guess the only thing holding me back is that "What if's"....

What if I am making the wrong decision?
What if I am walking away from what should truly be my life...
What if.....

"She got out of town....on a railway New York bound..."

It's been a while........

2007-05-03T10:07:00.000-05:00

Well, well, well....now that I am absolutely positive that there is no one that still reads this thing, I decide to come back from my hiatus. . . Kinda like the sequal to a really bad movie.

Wow, alot has changed in the last year or so. My mom moved back to Boston, so I am officially a loner "round these parts". I miss her terribly. I got up there quite often, but it's just not the same...eventually I will make my way back up there for good. Hmm, I transferred with my job, went to open the new store in collierville and I love it. It's amazing. Seriously. It feels like I am working for a totally different company... of course I worked 5 almost 100-hour weeks to get the store ready, but after today I am off til' Wednesday, so thats a good thing.

I met my dad. That's the big one. I had been under six the last time I saw him. We had dinner, along with his wife, Vanessa, and Tyler. Mike(my other half-brother) was out on tour with his band. Hopefully I will get to meet him soon.

There's so much more that is going on. but I think I would rather just pick back up where I left off, instead of boring you with a 25 paragraph re-cap......

"I stayed out about two hours too late and now it's hard getting out of this bed. My boyfriend was a pain in the butt last night and now he's an ache in my head..."

A New Home.

2006-04-02T20:56:00.000-05:00

Yep. I have one. Don't forget about me, Come visit me over at Myspace!!!

http://www.myspace.com/dancingwithdestiny

Tag, I'm It????

2006-02-07T22:43:00.000-06:00

Gretchen caught up with me....so now I'm passing it along!!!

NAME....

Four jobs you’ve had in your life:
1) Account Manager
2) Bartender
3) Travel Agent
4) Department Manager

Four movies you could watch over and over again:
1) You've Got Mail
2) Hitch
3) Fever Pitch (Go SOX!!!!!)
4) The Perfect Storm

Four TV shows you love(d) to watch:
1) American Idol
2) House
3) Law & Order
4) Bones

Four places you’ve been on vacation to:
1) Jamaica
2) Grand Cayman
3) Cozumel, Mexico
4) Olrlando

Four places you would rather be:
1) Anywhere by the Ocean
2) Boston
3) Chicago
4) Italy

Four of your favorite foods:
1) Crab Legs
2) Lobster
3) Crab Ragoons
4) Cajun Grilled Talapia

Four websites you visit daily:
1) Cruise Critic
2) eBay
3) Email Accounts
4) Some of my favorite blogs.

Four tagged:
1) G. Cornelius
2) Kalisah
3) Jeff
4) Chica

Sorry guys..... Gretchen Started it!!! :-P

"She comes from Boston...talks to her family now and then...Through emails and postcards, she trys to explain to them....that education and occupation will have to wait for now...She loves the Rasta Reggae Rythmn, her dreams have changed somehow....."

2006-01-25T23:48:00.000-06:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Tiffany!

The Eskimos have over fifty words for Tiffany.
Tiffany is the world's tallest woman.
A thimbleful of Tiffany would weigh over 100 million tons.
If you drop Tiffany from the top of the Empire State Building, she will be falling fast enough to kill before reaching the ground!
Ideally, Tiffany should be stored on her side at a temperature of 55 degrees.
The horns of Tiffany are made entirely from hair.
Tiffany will often rub up against people to lay her scent and mark her territory!
Tiffany can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid.
Pacman was originally called Tiffanyman!
Lightning strikes Tiffany over seven times every hour.

It's Almost Over....

2006-01-04T19:33:00.000-06:00

....and I made it! The Christmas Season, Retail, and Inventory is all Wrapping up, and I have to admit I am a little more than excited. However I will attempt to give you a brief, yet entertaining recap. Christmas was Wonderful!! I got lots of nice presents. Um....Well, since you asked. I got Gift Certificates to Banana Republic , Bath and Body Works , Starbucks , and TGIFriday's. I got one of THESE and one of THESE with one of THESE . I got lots of clothes, two Kathy Van Zeeland Purses, and one of my favorite gifts was This Necklace . I got lots of other goodies, but I am sure I bored you enough with that.

As soon as I get my pictures loaded from New Years I have a much more exciting post for you....Soon, I shall be back to my normal self.... Maybe. :-)

Dear Bone;

2005-11-18T23:20:00.000-06:00

Rodney Carney goes up as a Bama Defender attempts to Block.

Dear Bone,

I just want to remind you that MY Memphis Tigers beat YOUR Crimson Tide and have now advanced to the Seminfinals, and Bama, well, has not.

Yours Truly,
Tiffany

Now back to your regular Friday Evening doings.

108 More Days....

2005-11-16T21:09:00.000-06:00

...and I will be cruising in the warm waters of the Carribean. Anyone care to join me?

I have decided that my vacation is what is going to help me get through 4th quarter retail hell. And as if America's Department store wasn't crazy enough at Christmas, there is a added headache. It's HER. I try to be friendly. I try to work well with my team members. But everytime I turn around SHE is there. Talking about HER big house, with a big dance floor. Or about HER son who is going to be a lawyer, or about how SHE used to be a buyer and she knows all there is to know about retail. NO FREAKIN JOKE!!!! We had a new Senior Executive start this week, and she had to stay behind the meeting to tell her about how she was a buyer 17 years ago, before her family became extremely wealthy and she didn't have to work anymore. Well knews flash BEYOTCH: Your lowly ass is a DM just like me now, and our new boss could give a crap less if you used to be a buyer. Ok. I feel better now.

"Wake me up when December ends" (Hey, it's my rendition)

New York City

2005-11-13T23:46:00.000-06:00

You Belong in New York City

You're an energetic, ambitious woman.
And only NYC is fast enough for you.
Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer career
Or simply take in all the city has to offer.

What City Do You Belong In?

The Hardest "How Do I".

2005-11-13T14:10:00.000-06:00

"How do I walk away from someone I want to spend every day of the rest of my life with?"

That was a question that came up in a recent conversation with someone very close to my heart. The answer, unknown at the time has become more clearly by the second.

In our lives we dealt a hand of cards. Those cards are pieces of your life that you have no control of, pieces of your life that are handed to you. I truly believe that on one of those cards is a picture clear as day of your soulmate. Sometimes we don't take all the right paths to get to that person, and sometimes we are detoured only to end up back where we belong in the end. Other times through frustrations and obstacles we simply just settle for someone else. Someone to fill the void, although soon we realize that although we are not alone any longer, the void remains.

So my answer to the question is this:

You don't. You hold on with everything you have. You sacrifice your own happiness to preserve theirs and you fight to keep it together with all your might. You never let them feel unloved. You over come the obstacles in the way instead of walking away at the sight of them. However you don't sacrifice your self-worth in the process. You need to receive the same thing that your are giving, and then if your not, the necessary steps need to be made to fix that. If you run out of solutions then, and only then, do you walk away knowing that you did everything humanly possible to make it work.

And that my friends, is the life lesson for the day.

"Sure I think about you now and then, but it's been a long, long time. I've got a good life now and I've moved on, but when you cross my mind, I try not to think about what might have been. Cos' that was then, and we have taken different roads. We can't go back again, there's no use giving in, and there's no way to know....What might've been."

What I'm Eating....

2005-11-10T00:40:00.000-06:00

You know poor Bone , I just keep stealing his ideas, which in most cases he steals from someone else, But hey it's all in the fun of the blog...

List your favorite restaurants for the following items:

Salad: Exlines Pizza. The Best Chicken Strip Salad in the W-O-R-L-D!!

Soup: O'Charley's potato soup. YUM!!!!

Sandwich: Buffalo Bleu Sandwich from Ruby Tuesdays (-the bleu)

Burger: Jack Daniels Burger from Chilis.

Chicken fingers: Dairy Delite in Hartselle. I 2nd this!! They are they best. Hands Down. I actually have had the pleasure of having them a few times with the infamous Mr. Bone.

Wings: Hmmm.... Thats a tough one. I LOVE wings!!! Um, probably Wingstop

Bread: The Crossaint Rolls they serve with The Salads at Raffertys.

Appetizer: Fried Pickles @ Cajun Catfish Company.

Side item: Tough One...Loaded Cheese Potatoes

BBQ: Corkys.

Mexican: El Porton

Italian: Maggianos in Atlanta. Can't touch it. Don't even try!!!

Pizza: Gelettos In Chicago

Catfish: Cajun Catfish Company

Seafood: Hmmmm... Bubba Gumps

Steak: Oh! Bryans in Mt. Hope, AL

Breakfast: IHOP.

Fast food: Zaxbys, (Again I will fight to the death over this.

Dessert: Chocolate Chip Paradise Pie @ Chilis

Favorite overall restaurant: Bubba Gump's

Favorite restaurant out of business: The Winner's Circle

"Somethings in this world, man they don't make sense. Some things you don't need until they leave you then they're things that you miss."

Come On, Lemme Seduce You....

2005-11-09T16:59:00.000-06:00

I found this cute little thing over at Bone's place, and well you know me....

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

"I think I need a bottle with a Genie in it."

A Picture Share!!!

2005-11-04T16:08:00.000-06:00

It was the perfect temperature to curl up in the backyard and take a nap...so I did..

The sky above me...

I took this picture as I was laying down in the back yard. I think it speaks for itself.

Life and Death

It's amazing to me how Life and Death are so closely intertwined.

Armed Robbery # 274830

2005-11-04T12:23:00.000-06:00

I found this neat little thing over at Bone's Place, and you can ask Shannon, when I see something that that peaks my interest, I just cant resist the temptation.

Now Granted, my version won't be nearly as interesting, however, you can file it in the, "All I ever wanted to know about Tiffany...and so much more!" file.

The K-12 Meme

**Write down something you remember from each year of your school days.**

Kindergarten: I don't remember much about kindergarten, but I do remember that the cafeteria was in the basement of the school, and I remember that the kids used to think I was cool because I had "braces" however, they weren't braces. They were caps that I had on my teeth thanks to all the medicine I had to take as a toddler.

1st Grade: In first grade I remember leaving my school mid -year and moving to New Hampshire. I also remember running through the parking lot and slipping on a patch of black ice and hurting my wrist.

2nd Grade: I don't remember much about this year. I remember that the dentists used to come to the school and clean students teeth. I also remember going to the fair, and a maple syrup farm. Oh, and not to forget Me and Johnny going into the woods to catch salamanders, and him throwing the jar up against a rock and shattering it, followed by him running to the house to tell our grandmother that I did it. yea. that was a bad day.

3rd Grade: I remember Mrs. Swanson, my third grade teacher, and how I was so happy because I got the teacher I wanted. I was placed in the advanced learning Reading and Math classes, and I liked that too. I remember making a greenhouse in a mason jar, and having the hugest crush on a boy named Cameron. He was Mars in our Solar System presentation. I was the Sun.

4th Grade: This year held alot of changes for me. My family moved to Memphis, My mom got remarried, and we had the biggest, nicest, house ever. I started school at Northaven Elementary. I was only there for about 3 days when my Mother realized that I was doing the work I had done in 1st grade in NH. They offered to place me into 6th grade, but my Mother didn't want that...so they enrolled me in Macon Road. I remember riding to school with Mrs. nannette and her daughter Michelle. And we used to argue over who's bangs were bigger.

5th Grade: Another move this year...this time to a small country town in Alabama where I would finish the duration of my school years. I remember that I would not wear pants, all I would wear is skirts and cullottes. I had the meanest, most horrible teacher ever. Mrs. Fitzgerald. But this is also the year I made friends I would carry through he rest of my life. The craziest thing was the day Mrs. F told the room to be quiet and she heard a noise. She paddled everyone in that room. Crazy BIATCH!!

6th Grade: I had the best teacher ever this year. I was also like the queen on the Junior Scholars Bowl team. I also remember that there were 6 5th graders in my class.

7th Grade: This year I found one of my greatest loves....Basketball. I also remember going to the skating rink to hang out with a 10th grade boy from my school that I met on the school bus.

8th Grade: Friendships continued to grow as did my love for basketball. What do I remember most about this year? I remember making the winning basket in a game, and how I was sooo excited about it. It was my glory moment.

9th Grade: The Barney poem incident. Oh yea, you know the one "I love you, you love me, Let's hang barney from a tree...." Well let's just say that I made my own lyrics Rated R Version and Mrs Davis took up the paper from me. Whats even more exciting is that this was the year my Mother was teaching at the school!

10th Grade: The trip to the Beta Club Convention in Birmingham was what I remember best. it's funny I dont remember anything about the Convention itself, but I remember going shopping at Riverchase Mall, and going to the movies one night really late, and I remember how Darlene was crazy over the Tony Rich project and listening to it over and over and over....

11th Grade: Ahhhh....11th grade. The beginning of the end. I remember coming home from the Junior Class Christmas party at Darlens's house on the mountain. And thanks to a little Boones Farm, I drove my car into a creek. Yes, my friends the Big Blue Banana officially sank that night.

12th Grade: Although things were crazy for me, this truly was the best year of my life. I had so much fun!!! And got in so much Trouble!!! I can't narrow it down to one Memory, I mean Senior Prom, Endless Parties, Panama City Beach...and sooooooo much more!!! If there are any ladies out there who knows this Acronym: TBOS, I love you and miss you!!! Thank you for all the memories!

That was fun. Challenging but fun. So...now you know so much more about the REAL me. So it's your turn....I'm listening!

"I'm missing you...I'll find a way to get through..living without you. You were my sister my strength and my pride..."

I Need A Lawyer

2005-11-03T20:09:00.000-06:00

I am not positive, but I am fairly sure that what I have went through in the last 48 hours has to violate some kind of Labor Laws.

Business is bad. The company I work for, has been dropping close to 100k a week. So what does that mean? That means the EVP of MCC, (lol, gotta love the acronyms) gets to pay our store a little visit, and walk around like a banshee and tell us everything that we are doing wrong...or so I thought.

Much to my surprise, Mr. VP was an extremely personable man. Now, keep in mind that my time with him was spent by him boasting about my department's sells, and how it was the one ray of light in the store, (yes, my friends, even though are store is down 3mil this year, my department is blowing sales out of the water) , He wanted to know what I was doing that the other DMs werent doing, he asked about my team, and how I coach/motivate, and he said my department looked great. (And it damn well should have, I spent 26 out of the previous 31 hours there) Ahhh....it was almost worth it. :-) So, hey Mr. Highly Important Man.....CAN I GET A FREAKIN RAISE!!?!!??!!

As soon as he walked out of my Department, I grabbed my briefcase and RAN out the door, drove home and collapsed.

On another note, life is good. I am happy. Tired, but happy. Still a little bit confused, but the truth stands more evident every day. I have learned alot in the last few months. And through the pain and tears, confusions and frustrations, I have learned alot about myself and others. And even though I would never want to go through that again, I stand here looking back, glad I did.

it's funny how things like that work.

"People don't know about the things I say and do. They don't understand 'bout the shit that I've been through. I take too many pills to try and ease my pain, I made a couple dollar bills, but still I feel the same."

A Entry Full of Lasts....

2005-10-31T22:55:00.000-06:00

I stole this somewhere I'm sure.... :-)

last cigarette: Ummm, NEVER
last good cry: Hmmm...hasn't been that long ago.
last library book checked out: This is going to sound really sad, however, I think the last time I actually checked a book out of the library, I was in college.
last movie seen: Saw 2, Saturday Night
last book read:The Secret life of Sororities...yea, I know good educational fun.
last cuss word uttered: I believe SH*T slipped out a few times at work today.
last beverage drank: Dasani
last food consumed: crab cake pastries.....YUM!
last phone call: Gene
last tv show watched: The Real World
last shoes worn: black nine west flats
last cd played: A Slow Jamz mix tape.
last item bought: Aleve Cold and Sinus
last downloaded: T Pain's "I'm Sprung"
last annoyance: "Someone asking me to call them before I go to bed and then not answering the phone.
last soda drank: Dr. Pepper
last thing handwritten: The cash balance checks for my job.
last word spoken: SHOCKER!!!
last sleep: About 14 hours ago. Don't worry I am about to fix that.
last im: I Believe it was Jeff
last weird encounter:It would have to be seeing the security guy dance to pretty woman up the escalator. Yea. I feel safe.
last amused:I live with a 3 year old dalmatian, everything is amusing.
last time wanting to die: Ummm, NEVER maybe?
last time hugged: Tonight.
last chair sat in: Now unless I am typing this standing up, this could be a really dumb question.
last lipstick used: Photo by MAC
last shirt worn: Teal Sweater
last poster looked at: I really don't even know unless my Red Sox penant counts.
last webpage visited: another really dumb question.

What are your lasts????? Come on....TELL ME!

"I'll get by, but no matter how I try, they'll be times you know I'll call, chances are my tears will fall, and I'll have no pride at all from time to time"

Back to My Old Tricks....

2005-10-31T00:17:00.000-06:00

I saw this over at Shannon's Place and I just couldn't pass it by. It's kind of depressing however, I mean, couldn't I get at least a cold mil???

My blog is worth $4,516.32.
How much is your blog worth?

It's a sad, sad day people.

Christmas in October

2005-10-24T21:18:00.000-05:00

I woke up this morning like a kid on the 25th of December. I had a certain spring in my step. Something that has been missing for a long time. I don't want to analyze it. That would just ruin the sweetness of it. But something is different.

Work was, well, work. It is Monday. It is retail Management. And nothing changes when your an executive. You still go in on Monday Morning to a mess. Over-excited shoppers browsing through "Americas Department Store", have left us thousands of surprises. And after being out of town for business for over a week, it's a much needed reality check.

Work was over not long after it started, and I am still smiling? ! ? Who put something in my coffee? It's dark outside now, but the world still seems brighter by the minute. Life is been a bit monotone lately. Dull. And now this...this is different. I don't know people.

Life hands us twists and turns. Sometimes you end up right back where you started. And sometimes after a long detour, you end up back on the right road. I dont know where I took a wrong turn, but I am greatful that that wrong turn led me back to the right road. And now I am here. Full tank of gas, and no end in sight.

He said, ''When you get home she'll start to cry, When she says, ''Im sorry,'' say ''So am I'' Then look into those eyes so deep in love, and drink it up, 'Cause thats the good stuff."

I Believe My Timing Belt is Broken.

2005-10-22T15:23:00.000-05:00

You know the old saying, "Timing is everything." I have always been a true believer in that. It was so easy to comfort someone with those words. But tell me, why is it not so comforting when the roles are reversed? Why when someone tell's you, "Maybe the timing is not right." That it hurts so bad... It's like a reality check that you didn't sign up for. Just a thought to ponder.

My life in the executive world remains exciting, but leaves little time for social expansion. I have totally changed my eating habits to go along with my crazy schedule, and in turn have gained, oh, about 13 lbs! 13 Lbs???? Me, the fat girl who used to melt herself into a 16 to avoid going to the "fat sizes", and the girl who worked her ass off to get into single digits...yea, that one. Well.. I guess I need to put a quick halt on my eating habits.

Brighter news... My week in Atlanta was exciting. Had alot of fun, learned alot of stuff, ate alot of food (see above) :-P, Did some shopping, and became much more interested in the regional corporate offices. Could a move to ATL be in my future? Who knows.

Well, I guess I have bored you with enough random thoughts.... Talk to me people, does anyone out there still read this thing?

"Truth is... I never got over you...Wish I was standing in her shoes....When it's all said and done, guess I'm still in love with you."

Memphis 27 UTEP (Well does it even matter???)

2005-10-03T19:42:00.000-05:00

"It would take an act of God for Memphis to pull this one off. Whoa, was that lightning?" -Geoff Calkins

The rain was almost a little too much, but a few tents came to the rescue as we tailgated the day away in preperation for a game we were supposed to lose. Memphis, and their third string quarterback, rose to the occasion and handed the predicted CUSA champs their first loss of the season, with just seconds left on the clock. And that my friends, is what College Football is all about. I know your dying to know more about it... So you can read about it HERE .

"Here we go, Here we go again, Now you tellin me, That she is just a friend. Then why she callin you, At 3 o'clock in tha mornin (I cant take this no more)No more No more"

Will Someone Please Tell Me....

2005-09-13T23:10:00.000-05:00

...Where the magic button is? You know, the one you can push, and magically erase all the confusion in your life, and when the smoke clears, the answers are all there, right in front of you, as bright as day?

The past few weeks have been an interesting journey into my "Not So Ordinary Life". I won't bore you with any details. I just am having a hard time really figuring out what is going on in my life. I sit here scared to death, that I am not living my life to the fullest of my ability. I look back over decisions I have made in the last few months, and decisions I still to make and wonder what path is this, that my life is on anyway? Where exactly am I going?

So I apologize if my journey back into the blog world hasn't been very interesting. As soon as I get my head cleared, I promise to be back to my ole' perky self...

Til' next time......

Ya Know There is Just Something about...

2005-09-07T19:57:00.000-05:00

....another number added into your income that just makes life a little more enjoyable.

I hope everyone's Wednesday went well. The week is more than half over, have you made someones day? I have spent the last week or so, really looking into my life, into the things that I can improve on, and thinking of the things that I take advantage of on a daily basis.

You probably have noticed that I haven't mentioned Katrina. I just don't know what to say, or where to even begin to start to put all my thoughts into words, but please, go out and do something. Clean out your closets, go buy a couple coloring books, Stay home a night instead of going out to eat and make a donation. We have SO much, It's time to come together. Now, that being said...on to other topics...

During my hiatus, you missed a VERY important DAY!!!! My baby boy turned three!!!!

The Shocker!!

Isn't he just the most precious thing ever!?!? He is definately my joy! And ya know...there is definately NEVER a dull moment around here.

So whats been going on people??? Tell me whats up! I know you miss me!!

Check back soon, I am working on a "100 more things about me" page.

"Some things in this world, man they don't make sense. Some things you don't need until they leave you. Then there things that you miss."

Yes, I am Alive and Well...

2005-08-25T22:15:00.000-05:00

A great big "HELLO" to everyone out there in Bloggerworld. I know it's been FOREVER since you heard from me, I will save you the excuses and just simply update you on the things I have discovered in the last three months.

1. Being an executive is WAY over-rated. Twice the money for twice the work does not mean a raise.
2. The man who said dalmatians calm down when they turn three, was full of crap.
3. No matter how much you pay for a pair of shoes, 13 hours in 3" heels is not fun.
4. Nothing lasts forever. No matter how concrete you think something is, life does not care how much time and effort you put into something, when it is time to end, it ends.
5. You never forget your first real love.
6. NEWSFLASH: Not being completely honest is lying!!
7. It may take longer, but hard work will get you to the same place ass-kissing will.
8. Sometimes when you leave, you can't go back.
9. You can make money on Ebay.
10. Black cars need tinted windows.
11. There's way more to St. Louis than the arch.
12. No matter how hard I try to forget, I keep remembering.
13. There is little in life that Godiva can't fix.
14. It doesn't really matter that you get 3o "in-city" miles to the gallon when gas is 2.59 a gallon.
15. That it is worth the money to get a higher thread count sheet. You may spend 200 a set, but you will never sleep on anything else.
16. Most of the "Higher-Ups" know a lot less than I do.
17. The more you get paid the less you have to work.
18. You can't make someone leave their past and join you in the present. It won't work.
19. Shocker eats more of my food than I do.
20. ......And there is so much more, but I have to leave something for next time!

"It's been so long, since I held you in my arms, so I picked up a pen and paper, and decided to write you a song.."

And the Answer is.....

2005-05-17T20:00:00.000-05:00

Bo.

That's really all I have to say after watching AI tonight. Bo was AWESOME. There is just something about a good ole boy from Bama... Yes America, I think I am in love. ROFL

How in the heck as everyone been donig!?!? I know you haven't forgotten about me. Thank you for all the kind thoughts and concerns. You people out there in bloggerville are the best, man!

So....Before my brief hiatus, I said to ask me some questions...Anything....and I would answer them. There weren't that many (I guess I'm not as popular as I used to be)... But here is everything that you wanted to know...

G. Asked:

WHAT DA HELL YOU BEEN UP TO?
Living life...or attempting too. Alot of major changes have been going on, and I am learning new ways to live. If that makes sense.

Do you think Memphis is where you are gonna grow old at?
Most definately NOT. When life allows me, I will be moving to the beach. Not quite sure where yet, either New England, Florida, or possibly the Caribbean.

How do you like your eggs?
I don't. I do not eat eggs at all. Hate 'em.

Gretchen wanted to know:

1. When are you planning on getting married?
I am not quite sure, originally my wedding plans were for September 2006. However, All wedding plans have now been placed on hold.

2. Do you want to have kids? If so, how many?
I love kids!!! (However, I also love being able to give them back. :-) ) But, to answer your question, Yes. I do want children. If I could hand pick them I would have two boys and a girl. In the end, all I really wish for is happy, healthy children.

3. Do you have any birthmarks? Where?
Yes. I have a small heart shaped birthmark on my upper left arm, about the size of a pencil eraser.

4. What color is you hair? Is it natural or attained?
I am a brunette. (Who says blonde's have more fun??) However I do have natural blonde highlights that break through in the summer. As far as being natural or attained... Right now it is natural.

Bone Asked:

1. If you could go back in time, where would you go and why?

Most people would say they want to go back to a famous time period in the history of the world. Me, I would like to go back to October, 2002. Why? That was two months before my Grandmother's death. I would have cherished every moment. I would have stopped pressuring her so much to do everything on her own. I would have helped her get out more, instead of staying cooped up in that old recliner all the time. I would have asked more questions, Watched more old movies, fixed more lunches, and stayed home a little more often. I would make sure she never felt like a burden. I would give her more love than her heart could hold....

But we all have something in our life that we would do differently, don't we? What's yours?

Now, I also had a few questions from an anonymous reader. LOL, call me crazy, I just would like to know who it is before I answer thier ?'s.

"If I don't pick up the phone like I used to, for you, don't you take it personal, If I don't do all the things that I used to do, to you, I ain't mad at you. If you get to feeling stressed up in your chest, thinking your about to lose, Baby it's true......"

The Keys to My Heart.

2005-05-09T23:43:00.000-05:00

I stole this from Jeff. I am sure he won't mind.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

"The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice, Or have your touch and kiss your lips, cause I don't have a choice. Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side, right here, cause baby, We belong together."

An Extended Apology.

2005-05-05T23:11:00.000-05:00

I just wanted to drop by to say that I haven't forgotten about you. :-) (I know, I know you were terribly worried.) Well it's been a long week to say the least.... and I promise AS SOON as I get out of my slump, I will be back. I just don't want to bore you right now with tales of gloom.

Don't give up on me! :-)

"I'll get by, but no matter how I try, there will be times you know I'll call, chances are my tears will fall, and I'll have no pride at all from time to time. I'll need time, to get you off my mind, Til' I get used to losing you, let me keep on using you...Til' I can make it on my own."

Sum It Up With a Song...

2005-05-04T18:46:00.000-05:00

How many times

Are you going to apologize about the same thing?

And how many times can I take you back?

When I am not the one who's doing wrong?

I thought maybe if I started praying

That we would get better but...

When I would pray the answer would always come

Back to me being done.

So I...

I told myself that I would make some changes.

But the more I change,

There's one thing that remains the same.

I can't seem to shake you.

You seem to really have a hold on me.

And everytime that we break up,

We turn around and make up.

This can't go on.

I got to move on, now.

It's not the fact that I don't love you no more.

But I got to break this bad habit,

Can't take this bad habit no more.

I'm totally out of my element.

Learning new ways to live,

while your in a comfort zone.

Not even thinking to call me

When I get mad, you buy me gifts.

Thinking it''s going to solve every issue.

From the girl calling my phone.

To the pictures that I saw.

And every time you would break with me for nothing at all.

I've taken all that I can take,

But the way I live has got to change.

Have you ever loved somebody?

So much that you was just too blind to see past,

All the pain they was causing you?

Have you ever loved somebody?

So much that you went against the right things that you should do.

Then it's time to make a change.

So I...

I told himself that I would make some changes.

But the more things change,

One thing remains the same.

I can't seem to shake you,

You seem to really have a hold on me.

And every time that we break up,

We turn around and make up.

This can't go on now,

I need to move on now.

It's not the fact that I don't love you no more,

But I got to break this bad habit,

Can't take this bad habit no more.

I need a drink. Margaritas anyone?
...to be continued

Gone 'til November

2005-04-28T15:36:00.000-05:00

I just wanted to let you all know that I won't be around for a few days. Alot is going on and I need some fresh air to clear my head.

Keep me in your thoughts, I have alot of decisions to make.

True love cannot be found where it does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. ~ by Anonymous ~

I Haven't Gotten Her in a Long Time!

2005-04-27T23:10:00.000-05:00

It has been a while since I have stolen anything from Shannon, so I decided it was long past due.

Your Taste in Music:

R&B: Highest Influence

Adult Alternative: High Influence

Hip Hop: High Influence

90's Pop: Medium Influence

90's R&B: Medium Influence

90's Rock: Medium Influence

Classic Rock: Medium Influence

90's Hip Hop: Low Influence

Country: Low Influence

Gangsta Rap: Low Influence

Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

It's Official

2005-04-27T20:33:00.000-05:00

I am BOYCOTTING American Idol !!! WHAT THE FUCK (oops) is going on??? Let me ask you something...Did anyone else see the results show out there??? I am thinking the results just got warped in my TV.

I NEED to know something, how in the hell did Scott make it into the top 3??? The only thing I can figure out is that maybe they swapped his phone line with Constantine's . That's the only thing that makes logical sense.

I was SURE that Carrie and Bo would be in the top 3. (May I add those are the two that I have been voting for all along.) But when the announced Scott's name I was totally shocked. He needs to go home. Now.

In my eyes, Scott and Anthony both should have been gone along time ago. A LOOOONNNNGGGG time ago. But I guess if I were in charge, things would make sense.

Maybe.

Three Weeks in a Row

2005-04-27T16:03:00.000-05:00

For THREE WEEKS in a row, I have slept through American Idol. This is supposed to be one of my favorite shows, and I can't seem to stay awake for it. So tonight, I will watch the show and wonder what the hell is going on.

Oh well, and so goes my life. So, my week is almost over. After tomorrow, I am off until Monday. I can't wait!!! We have a full weekend planned so I may not be around too much, with musicfest and all.

Sometime next week I will post my answers to the "What do you want to know about Me post", (see previous post), so you still have plenty of time to get your questions in, come on...I know your dying to know!

So....What Do You Wanna Know?

2005-04-25T22:11:00.000-05:00

OK, so WE ALL KNOW that if I see something that I like, that I am going to borrow it, Right?

Well I found this neat little thing over at G's Place and thought it would be neat to give it a try.

Now, I am aware that over the last few months that I lost some readers (b/c of my 2 months hiatus), so I am sure that my post won't be nearly as interesting as his, but hey...his posts always have mine beat. :-)

Think of a question or 2 or 3 that you would like to know about Me, and my not so ordinary life. I'll give it a few days for people to comment, and if they do, I'll post my answers on here.

Two Days Down, Three to Go

2005-04-25T16:08:00.000-05:00

What a weekend!

Friday night, the boy and I watched "Birth" starring Nicole Kidman. That was a weird movie. If anyone out there has seen it, tell me something.... What do you think happened?

Saturday, I didn't do much. The boy and I went shopping and cleaned the grill. Really exciting, huh? It was just too cold to go out.

However, Sunday was a different story, I got up and went to work, ugh. came home and we started cooking, Autumn and Jeff came over and we ate, and ate, and ate. Chicken breast, hamburgers, Nathan's Hotdogs, Hot links, smoked sausage, corn. YUM! All fresh off the grill. We watched the blue collar comedy "rides again" tour, and watched the Grizzlies drop their first game to the Suns, and fun times were had by all. (I don't know why I said that, I think I have read it somewhere before.)

!!!!!Update!!!!!

A few days back I brought you the story of how one of my employees was offered a job by another Manager in the store. Well, she turned down the position. I have to admit, when she told me she was going to turn down the position, I have to admit, I felt a sense of relief. Ah, Good news! :-)

OK, so there is my weekend update, I am sorry if I bored ya! I'll try to be more exciting later!

"Maybe, maybe, maybe you'll find something that's enough to keep you, but if the bright lights don't receive you, you can turn yourself around and come on home."

I Found Something to Steal!

2005-04-21T23:40:00.000-05:00

I didn't think she would mind. She said to share it with other ladies, and I am sure there are a few ladies that read my blog. Right?

I found this over at Toya's Place , and thought it was pretty neat.

Advice On Men

***If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
***Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
***Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
***Stop trying to change yourselves for relationships that's not meant to be.
***Slower is better.
***Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
***If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then, you can't be friends. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
***Don't settle.
***There are many things that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart...pursue those!
***If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
***Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
***The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
***Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
***Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
***If something bothers you, speak up.
***Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
***You cannot change a man's behaviors. Change comes from within. God alone can change people.
***Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
***Never let a man define who you are.
***Never borrow someone else's man.If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
***A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
***You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street.
***You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage...deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. "Don't open another door without closing the other!"
***You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... LOOK for someone complementary...not supplementary.
***Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
***Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always knows where you are, and you're always readily available to him, he takes it for granted.
***Never move into his mother's house.
***Never co-sign for a man.

I, in no means intend for this to be negative about men. I LOVE MEN! :-) I honestly believe that the same things can be said about women. I hope this provides encouragement and advice to those looking for love. And insightment to those who may have already found it.

"I promise you, I'll keep myself up, Remain the same chic, You fell in love with. I'll keep it tight, keep my figure right. I'll keep my hair fixed. Keep rocking the hottest outfits. When you come home late tap me on my shoulder, I'll roll over. Baby I heard you. I'm here to serve you. If it's love you need, to give it is my joy. All I want to do is cater to you boy."

TGIT

2005-04-21T22:56:00.000-05:00

What in the hell is TGIT you ask? Well, we'll call it, "Thank God it's Thursday". Why? Because that means I only have one more day of being at work at 6 AM....until Monday:-) Now I will admit, there is one thing good about going in at 6 in the morning, and thats getting off at 2 or 3. It is sooo much better than getting off at 5.

Other than that, my week has been pretty low-key. Not alot to blog about. Maybe I am just experiencing a little "blogger's block".

Someone please come over here and make me do my crunches. I have NO motivation.

"'Cause it's the first long kiss on a second date, Momma's all worried when you get home late. And droppin' the ring in the spaghetti plate 'cause your hands are shakin' so much, And it's the way that she looks with the rice in her hair. Eatin' burnt supper the whole first year. And askin' for seconds to keep her from tearin' up, Yeah man, that's the good stuff ."

To Whom It May Concern:

2005-04-19T21:35:00.000-05:00

I have O-N-E employee on my team that is irreplaceable. Literally. We'll call her Summer. Summer is my sole support on my team. If I need her early, she's there. If I need her to stay late, she's there. If someone calls out, she's there, and to top it all off, she is DAYUM good at what she does.

So, there is the Sr. Manager, Let's call her Cruella, Cruella lost 2/3 of her team in one day, basically because she does not know how to treat people. So my team, for the last three weeks or so, has basically covered her ass. On top of everything that I have to accomplish, I now have about 3 other people's jobs on my plate. No big deal. SO, what does CRUELLA do today? She offers Summer, yes my summer a job on her team as a team lead. Which means she is going to be making about 2 bucks more an hour. I can't beat that. I can't get anywhere close actually. Now the Tiffany in me wants to go up to Cruella and be like, you selfish....etc etc etc, how could you? But the manager in me knows this would be a financially good move for Summer. So in turn, I have not tried to talk her out of it. Just asked her to weigh the pros and cons. (being the good manager that I am).

The other thing that sucks about this whole situation is that In about 90 days, I will be getting promoted. Which means my team manager position is up for grabs. I was planning to offer it to Summer. She is the only person that I actually felt could handle it. . . Now what's a girl to do? UGHHHHH!!!

I am frustrated. Comfort Me.

A Familiar Friend

2005-04-19T21:19:00.000-05:00

So, I had to go back to the beginning, back to my original template. As fancy, and as "pretty" as my new one was, I just couldn't take it any longer. It would not say who left me comments, and I hate that. So,until, 1. I become more knowledgable (sp?) about computers, or 2. They fix it, I am going to just go back to my ordinary thing.

I know it will be hard, but just try to cope, Ok?

Now, have a seat, I have some shocking news. I, Yes Me the Reality show addict, slept through the ENTIRE episode of American Idol. Every last minute. And then to top it off, SVU is a repeat tonight. It just doesn't get any better than this. So if you saw AI tonight, someone please, lemme know whats going on!

On a totally unrelated note, how was everyone's weekend? Did you get out and enjoy this beautiful weather? I can't believe it was 81 here today, and gorgeous...Spring has officially sprung.

"I would lie awake, just to watch you sleeping. While your quietly dreaming, I wonder if it's me your seeing.."

Back to My Thieving Ways...

2005-04-19T17:41:00.000-05:00

OK, I admit it, I thought I had gotten better, but turns out I am just as bad as I ever was. As I was going through my daily readings, I came across this at Snidget's Place , and of course, I had to steal it.

Your Linguistic Profile:

65% General American English

25% Dixie

5% Midwestern

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Yankee

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

See, thats for everyone who deosnt believe that I DON'T have an accent. Thats what happens when you live in New England for 9 years, Alabama for another 9, Chicago for 2, and Memphis for 5. You just lose all definition of yourself. I can tell that I lived in the South through my teenage years, due to the Dixie thing. As far as the 0% Yankee thing, Sorry Mom. I know your broken hearted.

Farewell Friends

2005-04-16T12:31:00.000-05:00

Well, not really. But I am headed out of town for a much needed "mini-vacation". It will be nice to just be able to get away and spend a little time with the boy away from M-Town.

Now all I need to do is get lucky...(no pun intended). I would love to win a few dollars while I am out of town. Heck, one can wish, Right???

I hope everyone has a WONDERFUL weekend. Get outside and enjoy the sunshine!!! (It's Beautiful here in the M-Town) And if you haven't gotten your Music Fest tickets yet, go....what the heck are you waiting on?

Wish Me Luck!!!

"I still smile in the morning, when I realise I'm still in his arms. We know everything about eachother, but we still keep holding on...We're never gonna break up, we'll be always there to make up, as long as we stick together we'll fly higher, I'm gonna stand by him to the wire, our love is never gonna end, we're on fire."

Almost a Sweep....

2005-04-14T23:07:00.000-05:00

....but not quite.

Congratualtions to my Red Sox on winning 2 out of three against the Other Team (aka the New York Stankees) !!!!

So how in the heck are ya? I am sitting here hating myself for allowing myself to take a 3 hour nap that ended at 10:15PM, so that means I am pretty much up for the duration.

On a GREAT note, I am officially off work until Tuesday!!! Yes my friends... Add it up. That means I have a 4 day weekend!!! I am sooo excited! The Boy and I are going out of town for the weekend, and I am looking forward to it. I need out of Memphis even if it is only for a few days.
Finally.

"Truth is... I never got over you... Wish I was standing in her shoes...When it's all said and down, guess I'm still in love with you..Truth is... I never should let you go, and it's killing me cause now I know..when it's all said in down, I'm still in love with you."

There's Just Something About...

2005-04-12T21:03:00.000-05:00

....Good Ole' Homemade Southern Style Cornbread, and you know what else how about we clog our arteries up a little bit more by soaking it in butter.

Today at lunch, one of my employees, who had also brought their lunch, had this big slice of cornbread. It looked good. It smelled even better. I was actually tempted to reach over to his plate and grab it, while he ran to get a drink. But I controlled myself. I hadn't had cornbread in SO long. All I could think about was how Mom would make cornbread with almost every meal.
I was developing a big ole' craving.

So let me tell you what I did about it. When I got off, I went to the grocery store. I got cornmeal and oil along with a few this and thats and headed home. I heated up the oven, mixed up the ingredients, and it wasn't too long before I smelled that familiar smell of Cornbread baking in the oven.....

25 minutes later, Shocker and I each had a big ole piece of cornbread, and that was my dinner.

Yum.

Yes. It is Monday.

2005-04-11T16:07:00.000-05:00

Dear Disgruntled Employee,

When your manager goes over and beyond to try to make acceptions for your personal situations, you DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT write her a note and tell her you do not appreciate her "pretending" to take your request into consideration, but to keep her "brand" of consideration to herself.

You know what? I think I will.

Sincerely,

The Boss

I Could Watch it Over and Over...

2005-04-09T12:18:00.000-05:00

Have you ever seen a movie that just gave you chill bumps from start to finish? For me...
Fever Pitch was that movie! So what are you waiting on? GOOOO. Now! (ok, so maybe I am a little bias, seeing that I am a die hard Red Sox Fan.) In the words of Jimmy Farrell, when he was asked, "Where do the Red Sox rank in your life?"

1. Red Sox

2. Sex

3. Breathing

Man. You gotta love it. For those of you who know me, you know what baseball season can get like at my house...For those of you that don't know me...I wish I could paint you a picture, but I just can't. I know, I know, you are very, very disappointed. :-)

From a movie standpoint, it was a good movie, with a good story plot, even if you are NOT a red sox fan (BTW you should probably talk to someone about that), baseball fan even, you will love the movie. It tells a story of commitment, and sacrifice, and as always, true love in the end prevails.

BTW....Congrats to my Sox on defeating Toronto last night!! I think the game I am looking forward to the most is Opening Day at Fenway, which is Monday, against none other than the NYY. Ugh.

So in honor of the "Good Ole' boys" let me leave you with a little something.

(spoken:)

I'm gonna tell you a story.

I'm gonna tell you about my town.

I'm gonna tell you a big bad story, baby

Aww, it's all about my town.

Yeah, down by the river,

Down by the banks of the river Charles

That's where you'll find me,

Along with lovers, fuggers, and thieves

Well I love that dirty water

Oh, Boston, you're my home

I Finally Did It!!

2005-04-06T22:49:00.000-05:00

This is my last post tonight, I promise!!! But I was just so excited that I finally figured this thing out, I just had to brag on myself!! After almost a year of this blog thing, I finally figured out how to change my template!!!

I Love it! Let me know what ya think!!!

I Know You Didn't Ask but....

2005-04-06T21:07:00.000-05:00

Be prepared, this is a long one, so if you don't wanna find out WAY to much about your gonna have to just scroll on down until I figure out how to do that "Read More-/+Done" box thingy...
I came across this on Joelle's Blog, and you know what came next...my cleptomaniam...(is that a word)

» V I T A L S «
Name: Tiffany
Gender: Female
Location: TN
Height: 5'8''
Hair color: Light Brown
Eye color: green
Is your hair long or short: long, too long right now..
Tattoos you have: 3. I have a lizard on my ankle, a butterfly with tribal art on my lower back,
and my name on my chest (don't ask...alcohol...this one's going away)

» S C H O O L «
Are you still in school: Nope
Favorite subject: Art.
Least favorite subject: MATH. Hated it. All of it.
Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: If I ate, I brought it.

» F A V O R I T E «
Number: 13
Clothing : my red and white heart pajama pants
TV show: House, Law & Order, Medium...and the list goes on... Reality: AI baby!!.
Fruit: Pineapple
Movie: It varies from day to day...
Scent: Baked Apple Pie, The Ocean Breeze
Color: It's a toss up...Pink and Lime Green.
Season: Autumn.
Holiday: Christmas
Thing in your room: My Pictures.
Author: Sparks
TV channel: TLC
Shape: Heart
Time: Early Evening
State: Mass.
Disney character: Eeyore
Scary movie: The Excorcist

» T H I S O R T H A T «
Hot or cold: cold
Winter or summer: winter
Spring or fall: fall
Shakira or Britney: I'm gonna pass on this one.
MTV or VH1: MTV
Rollerblading or skateboarding:Ummm, Negative. That means I'd have to take my heels off. ;-)
Black or white: black
Orange or red: Orange
Yellow or green: green
purple or pink: pink
Cell phone or pager: cell
Powerpuff Girls or Charlie’s Angels: Charlies Angels
Scooby Doo or Dino: Gotta Love Scooby!

» Y E S O R N O P E«
Are you a vegetarian: no.
Do you like cows: Sure.
Are you a bitch: That all depends on whether you piss me off or not.
Are you artistic: Yes, for the most part.
Do you write poetry: Rarely
Can you ski: ummm a little
Are you British: where did these questions come from????
Are you straight: Very. "Strictly Dickly" lol.
Are you evil: I guess that depends on who you ask?
Is Britney a whore: I couldn't care less...

» P R I V A T E «
Have you ever been in love: yes
Do you smoke: no
Do you smoke weed: Nuh Uh.
Beer good or beer bad: Ughh. Beer. Yuck.
Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Nope.

» T H E L A S T «
Thing you ate: A Snackwells Cookie Pack.
Thing you drank: Water
Place you went: Hollywood Video
Thing you got pierced/tattooed: pierced - tongue, tattooed - back
Song you heard: I Believe. Fantasia
Person you instant messaged: Jeff
Person you laughed with: Autumn

» N O W «
What are you eating: nothing
What are you drinking: water
Any shoes on: no
Hair: Pulled up
Listening to: News
Talking to anyone: Nuh Uh

» L A S T «
Last Cigarette: I smoked once or twice in high school.
Last Alcoholic Drink: Walk Me Down
Last Car Ride: About 2 hours ago..
Last Good Cry: Monday Night, and No I do not wanna talk about it.
Last Library Book: When was I at UM??
Last book bought: Hmmm.. Do Magazines Count?
Last Book Read: Pledged. The Secret Life of Sororities.
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Coach Carter
Last Movie Rented: Closer, Supersize Me, Final Cut
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Sh*t
Last Beverage Drank: I JUST TOLD YOU WATER...SHEESH
Last Phone Call: Gene
Last TV Show: American Idol
LastTime Showered: this morning
Last Shoes Worn: Birkenstocks (to the video store)
Last CD Played: Bowling fo Soup
Last Item Bought: These really cute coral capris.
Last Download: John Legend's "Ordinary People
Last Annoyance: THIS SURVEY <---Have to agree with Joelle
Last Thing Written: this post....come on now.
Last Key Used: house key
Last Sleep: from 355-630pm tonight
Last Ice Cream Eaten: Starbuck's Coffee Ice Cream
Last Chair Sat In: I can't take much more of this...
Last Webpage Visited: Boston Red Sox

Man.... it's over. I hope I didn't lose too many readers.

"There she goes just walking down the street and someone let's a whistle out. It's times like these she don't know what the fuss is all about."

What the Hell......

2005-04-06T20:29:00.000-05:00

......is America thinking?????

Last week Jessica Sierra got voted off. Needless to say, she was not my favorite.... but I figured she had at least 3 or 4 more weeks in her...

Then tonight, they voted off Nikko. (again not my favorite), Nevertheless, he still had at least 2 more weeks in him. URGHHH.

Tell me something people. How in the world was Anthony not even in the bottom three???? And how did Nikko get voted off before Scott or Anthony... Confusing.

End of Rant.

Can Somebody Say......

2005-04-06T20:12:00.000-05:00

FANTASIA!!!

You all know by now that I am a HUGE AI fan, and I am sitting here in all my Glory, watching Fantasia BLOW up the American Idol Stage... She was WICKED PISSAH (as my Mom would say)!!!!

Speaking of blowing up....does anyone else think Fantasia has put on a few lbs?? I am sure it has something to do with all that steak and lobster...MMMMM

"Ran into an old friend yesterday, caught me by surprise when he spoke my name. It was a familiar voice from a chapter in my past."

Finally!

2005-04-06T18:40:00.000-05:00

I was beginning to worry! But I woke up from my much needed nap to see THIS !!!!!

Bringing it Home

"She wears a Red Sox cap to hide her baby dreads, The girl she was in New England Is different now and dead. In all the local bars, she flirts and tells the boys while they're talkin...She's from Boston."

A Journey Into the Past.....

2005-04-05T18:16:00.000-05:00

So check this out, the last few days. I've been drawing...ALOT. I used to draw all the time when I was in high school and college, but I guess my crazy lifestyle put a quick end to it. I had forgotten what a wonderful form of stress relief that it can be. I'll try to post a few of my masterpieces later. I know your dying to see them.

Other than that...it's a beautiful day in the mid-south. The good-ole Bluff city hit 81 today. I hope we have weather like this for the Music Festival. I remember last year how the weather was HORRIBLE. However, the Fuel concert I saw there that night was the BEST concert I have ever been too. They played through the rain and winds and it was one of the best memorys I have with my Mom. (even though I was numb with cold when I made it back to my car.

In other news....Tuesday is Tiffany's TV night. I am not a big TV watcher, but TV on Tuesday is different. We've got American Idol (go Carrie) @7, House @8, and Law & Order SVU....Looks to be a busy night.

I hope everyone out there is doing wonderful! Tomorrow is hump day!

"We're just ordinary people. We don't know which way to go, we're just ordinary people, baby we should take it slow...take it slow."

He Better Watch Out....

2005-04-04T20:06:00.000-05:00

If the boy doesn't start acting right, I think I may have located his replacement!

Charlie

He has got to be one of the most adorable men in the world, in a fun-loving goofy sort of way... And he's on right now....So I gotta run, but if ya wanna see what's got my attention, check it out HERE.

"See that boy walking down the street, thinks he's tough but he smiles so sweet. Snakeskin boots and a baseball cap, I bet you'd like to meet a boy like that. He's a little crazy. He's a little loud. He likes to do, what ain't allowed. He might talk to slow, and drive to fast, but he'd do any little thing I'd ask, 'cos thats my baby."

**To Clear my name...Charlie's adorable but he ain't got nothing on my man!**

Random Rant

2005-04-04T19:43:00.000-05:00

Yes. I know your working. I don't care. I am having a bad night, and I expect you to drop everything your doing and talk to me. Right Now.

End of Discussion.

Honestly, thats how my conversation with the boy just went. I lost. Oh well, it was worth a try.

Monday, and you know what? Work was good, Really good. Two of my people were out today, one on vacation, and one had her wisdom teeth out, Yikes! So, needless to say, I was planning on being in hell (otherwise known as (insert famous department store name here)) , til at least 5 or 6, But we (Autumn, Becky, and myself), got there @ 6 hauled ass, and left at 2.... An hour early. It was awesome. I got in my car, rolled the windows down turned the radio up and went for a ride. I love the spring!

Then I got home. Blah.

"I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance. Never settle for the path of least resistance, Living might mean taking chances, but they're worth taking, loving might be a mistake but it's worth making.."

SUPERSIZE Me...Or Not.

2005-04-02T12:22:00.000-06:00

MickeyD's.

I just finished watching the movie "Supersize Me". And I will NEVER EVER EVER eat at McDonald's again. I mean it. Wow.

In Supersize Me, filmmaker Morgan Spurlock unravels the American Obesity epidemic, by subjecting himself to a McDonald's only diet. For thirty days, he could eat nothing other than products bought at McDonald's, for a Minium of three times per day. There were some rules. He had to say Yes anytime he was asked to supersize, and he had to eat everything on the menu at least once.

At the end of 30 days, his cholesterol had almost doubled, he gained 25 lbs, His blood pressure had gone through the roof, and etc.... The Damage done to his body took almost 9 months to repair. 9 Months!!! Wow. Kinda Scary, huh?

So has anyone else out there seen this one? What are your thoughts???

"On the coast of somewhere beautiful, sea winds blowing through her hair, snowflakes dancing on the water, and I wish I were there."

The ABC's of Me

2005-03-31T21:08:00.000-06:00

Looks like I am back to my thieving ways.... I stole this cute little thing from Kalisah

Accent: I used to have a very deep southern accent, then came Chicago
Bra Size: 36D (or am I dreaming?) :-)
Chore I hate: Folding Clothes
Dad's name: Micheal
Essential make-up: Mary Kay Eye Shadow Combo in Jungle
Favorite perfume: I've got two, Givenchy's Irresistably and DKNY's Be Delicious.
Gold or Silver: Silver
Hometown: Boston, Mass
Interesting fact: It breaks my heart to watch Women's Basketball
Job title: Sign Team Manager
Kids: Nope. However, I do have a 2 1/2 year old Dalmatian. He's my baby!
Living arrangements: Mom, Grandfather, Shocker, and Me...Live in the Suburbs
Mom's birthplace: San Diego, CA.
Number of apples eaten in last week: None.
Overnight hospital stays: One...7 nights long in August of 2004
Phobia: Public Restrooms. I have a fear of being locked in one
Question you ask yourself a lot: "Are you kidding me?"
Religious affiliation: Baptist
Siblings: It all depends on how you look at it.
Time I wake up: Somewhere between 445am and 7am, depending.
Unnatural hair color: My hair is brown....Naturally. But, I do have blonde highlights.
Vegetable I refuse to eat: Brussel Sprouts (No, I didn't grow out of it.)
Worst habit: Speaking in half-sentences.
X-rays: All kinds of fancy things when I was in the hospital for my kidneys, Teeth, knee, wrist...
I am sure there has been more.
Yummy food I make: Cheeseburger in Paradise Pie
Zodiac sign: Pisces

"It still feels like the first time we met, and I kissed you and told you I loved you, We still, run around like teenagers even though we're grown and married with kids. And we still talk on the phone for hours when I'm away, he still writes love letters and sends me flowers every other day, the question everybody asks is how we make it last, I tell them i still, he still, we still."

Blah.

2005-03-31T16:24:00.000-06:00

Yep.

That one word describes how I'm feeling right now. I can't explain it, (well I can but I shall not succomb you to such ranting), so I will just leave you with the words of a Fantasia Barrino Song.

Baby you don't pay me no mind,
You act like you don't love me no more
Maybe you need space or some time
Your attitude is unpredictable
I don't wanna make you unhappy
If you're not happy then your free to go on
Cuz I don't want you stayin around
If I make you so miserable

Chorus
If you don't want me then don't talk to me
Go ahead and free yourself
If you don't want me then don't talk to me
Go ahead to someone else (2x)

Never gave it a try, I tried (baby don't you know that I tried)
But the love I have inside has died..
Wont you be a man if it's over...
And just admit that things aint the same
Instead of makin me think its all good
Between us which one is the blame.
I took a lot of 'too much to handle'
Until I cant play this game no more
This love thing is full of scandal
So you're welcome to walk out the door

Chorus:
If you don't want me then don't talk to me
Go ahead and free yourself
If you don't want me then don't talk to me
Go ahead to someone else (4x)

Yep. That pretty much sums it up. You may comfort me now. ;-)

339 Days To Go!

2005-03-29T22:54:00.000-06:00

When I have a CRAZY Monday at work, which turns into a CRAZY Tuesday, which I am almost certain will lead to a CRAZY Wednesday it makes me think about Vacation. The bad part about that is it's almost a year til' my next real vacation.

Now, don't get me wrong, I'll have a few three day weekends here and there, possibly a three or four day trip to Boston, Maybe a weekend at the Gulf Coast, BUT my next full week-long, out-of-the-country Vacation is 339 days away!!! Urghhh!

Gene and I are going on the Carnival Liberty in March of next year. It's an 8 night cruise traveling to the Beautiful Islands of Antigua, St. Thomas, Tortola, The Bahamas, and Puerto Rico (Okay well, that's a country, but ya get the point.) Ahhh, I can't wait.

So Where's your favorite Vacation Spots??

On another note, as most of you who read this blog know, my all-time favorite show came on tonight. Yes, that would be American Idol. Carrie Underwood is by far my favorite out of the finalists, although one of my friends is crazy about Jessica Sierra I am not sure why, but he is, so be it.

Who are you all pulling for?

**Totally of the Subject**
Does anyone out there know where they hold a car audio installation class?? It's something Gene is intertested in doing for a past time, but can't find any info on it.

"Let Freedom ring, let the caged bird sing, let the whole world know that today is a day of reckoning.....Roll the stone away, make the guilty pay, it's independance Day."

Happy Bunny Day!!

2005-03-27T12:21:00.000-06:00

It's good to know that the Easter Bunny has not forgotten about one 25 year old female in Memphis, TN!

This morning I woke up to find a enournmous amount of baskets filled with all kinds of goodies in my kitchen. Yes, my friends, even Shocker had a basket! I'll have to post the pictures in a bit.

In other news, my Red Sox have kicked off the pre-season with a rough start. So far I believe they are carrying a 8-13 record. We gotta do something about that!. Speaking of the Sox, I can not wait to see Fever Pitch when it comes out in April. The previews look hilarious!

Well, I hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend, and an even more Wonderful Easter Holiday. In the midst of all the Choclate Bunnys and Boiled Eggs, let's make sure that we do not forget the true meaning of Easter.

"He is risen."

What do You Think About.....

2005-03-27T12:20:00.001-06:00

..... the Terry Schiavo case???

Talk to Me!

Everything You Ever Wanted to Know.... AND MORE!

2005-03-23T19:31:00.000-06:00

WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Tiffany Marie Adams. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Umm... Not Pants, Pajamas! :-).
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The TV, Hey American Idol is on!!
WHAT'S THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Totino's
HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? Kinda Chilly LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Autumn
HOW OLD ARE YOU TODAY? 25, Gah I am getting Old!
FAVORITE DRINK? Cherry Coke, But I haven't drank a soda in almost 3 months!
FAVORITE SPORT? Basketball
HAIR COLOR? Brown
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No SIBLINGS? Yes FAVORITE MONTH? December
FAVORITE FOOD? Seafood... Any Kind
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Mr. 3000.
FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? Christmas!!!
WHAT DO YOU DO TO PREVENT ANGER? Nothing...Hmmm..maybe thats the issue. :-)
Favorite season? Fall
HUGS OR KISSES? Kisses
LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? Soon To Change...
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Monday
WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? Nothing
WHO IS THE FRIEND YOU HAVE HAD THE LONGEST? Jamie Vonbuskirk
WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? Watched AI, spent time with the Boy
FAVORITE SMELL? The Ocean Breeze, Tanning Lotion
WHAT INSPIRES YOU? Love
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? The Unknown
PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN? MMM Butter.
FAVORITE CAR? Maxima!!.
FAVORITE FLOWER? Orange Rose
NUMBER OF KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 3
CAN YOU JUGGLE? No
FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? Saturday
HOW MANY STATES HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 6
HOW MANY CITIES HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 7
HOW MANY COUNTRIES HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 1
HOW MANY CARS HAVE YOU HAD? 6
WHAT WAS THE FIRSTCAR THAT YOU HAD? A 1985 Blue Buick Regal
WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Boston, Mass! !!!!GO SOX!!!!
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? The Caribbean!!

Don't Faint From Shock.

2005-03-23T17:40:00.000-06:00

Yes, It's me.

I hope all of my friends out there in Bloggerville have not completely forgotten about me. It has been a crazy couple of months. I am sorry I have abandoned you, although I see everyone seems to be getting along fine.

Well... work is finally back to normal and life is beginning to calm down. My Vacation was wonderful! Actually, it went so well we are actually planning our next cruise for March 4, of next year!

So... what about all of you???? Whats going on out there?

"She wears a Red Sox cap To hide her baby dreads. The girl she was in New England Is different now and dead. In all the local bars She flirts and tells the boys while they're talkin' She's from Boston ."

(That Song is SOOOOO Me! :-) minus the Baby Dreads! :-) )

It's Never Too Late To Say....

2005-01-05T18:51:00.000-06:00

...Happy New Year!!!

And in honor of the new year, I snatched this from Kalisah. :-)

1. What did you do in 2004 that you’d never done before?
I went on vacation with a boy! :-)

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I really do not believe in New Year's Resolutions. However...I did make one very personal one this year.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My friend Courtnie had a beautiful baby girl, Isabella

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Thankfully, not.

5. What countries did you visit?
Just Mexico and The Good Ole' U.S.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
A size 6 figure :-)

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
One in particular, December 19, 2004. Yep, that would be the day that the wonderful man in my life put This Wonderful Ring upon my finger!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
You mean I have to narrow it down to just one? :-) Seriously... I got myself financially together!

9. What was your biggest failure?
No failures.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I had kidney stones...3 times! I was hospitalized in Critical Care for 7 days with an acute Kidney infection. I never want to experience that again! It sure makes you realize just how short life really is.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Hmmmm... Nothing really comes to mind.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Shocker's! He has turned into such the sweetie! :-)

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed or disgusted?
I have to agree with Kalisah on this one.... Mr. President.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Car Payments, Vacation, Christmas

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
The cruise I took with Gene, and just like a kid... Christmas.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Fantasia's "I believe", and Reuben's "Sorry 2004"

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? happier
b) thinner or fatter? thinner
c) richer or poorer? richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Taken "me" time.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Complaining

20. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
I spent New Years with Gene at the PiKapp house and Gill's.

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
I think I fall a little bit more in love every day. (Yea I know...makes you sick, huh?

22. How many one-night stands?
0

23. What was your favorite TV program?
Can't name just one.... "The OC", "The North Shore", "American Idol", "For Love or Money", "CSI", "Law & Order".

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I would never say hate, but there are a few co-workers that have learned how to push my buttons.

25. What was the best book you read?
Message in a Bottle

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Maroon 5, Bowling for Soup, Puddle of Mudd

27. What did you want and get?
I have to say it just one more time..... "The Ring"

28. What did you want and not get?
A naval ring

29. What was your favorite film(s) of this year?
The Butterfly Effect, Polar Express

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was in New Orleans. It was the day before we left on our cruise. I was 24.

31.What one thing would have made your year measurably more satisfying?
A different job with a larger income.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Hmmmm... Fashion Concept. nah.

33. What kept you sane?
my family, Gene, Shocker, and mani's and pedi's

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Hmmmm... no one really

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
The election, Veteran's Issues, The War in Iraq

36. Who did you miss?
My Grandmother... More than ever.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Shhhh.... It's a secret.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
Cherish the little things. Hold on to your loved ones with all that you have, and don't be afraid to find yourself.

What a Wonderful Christmas!

2004-12-28T09:23:00.000-06:00

I hope everyone out there in blogworld had a wonderful Christmas. What was your favorite present??? huh huh huh?

I know your dying to know what I got... so I guess I'll tell ya! :-)

Besides the gorgeous ring on my finger, Gene got me a smoothie maker, foot spa, Quesadilla Maker, a couple of CD's and Shrek 2! :-)

Mom Got me a gorgeous dark pink wool peacoat, with matching scarf. Socks, Panties (really cute ones that say I love football, and Touchdown!), The Terminal (you gotta watch it! Great Movie!, Some new makeup, 2 fleeces, a sweater, a wish bracelet, Ocean Oasis Bath stuff, and made a payment on my car for me!

My Grandfather gave me a gorgeous Jewelry Armoire, a sweater, some socks, makeup, pj's, Polar Express game, and a journal.

I am sure there was more but I've blanked out!

It was a wonderful Christmas!! I hope yours was too!

48 Minutes...

2004-12-22T17:19:00.000-06:00

...That's how long it took me to get home from work. Now, to some people that may not seem like a very big deal. However, the same drive generally takes me about 6 minutes tops. Ahhh.. Winter Weather. Could it be that we will finally have a white Christmas?

So... Is everyone ready for the Holiday??? What did ya get me?

"I'm dreaming of a White Christmas...Just like the ones I used to know... May your days be merry and bright, and may all your Christmases be White."

It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year....

2004-12-20T15:45:00.000-06:00

I love Christmas! I really do. The only thing I dislike about this time of year is the craziness of my job. But hey, it could be worse. I guess I should be greatful I have a decent job.

The mall was crazy today. I walked out to the food court for my lunch...(big mistake) I stood in line at Wendy's for 20 minutes for 2 bucks worth of food. Oh well... So the saga continues.

Last night Gene and I ordered a BBQ pizza from Exline's It was SOO good. I gained like 10 lbs.

Oh... I have to take a minute to thank Gretchen for introducing me to this game. I ended up playing it like.. for 2 hours after I saw the link in her blog. I guess I will never be able to quit stealing things. lol.

So.. I hope everyone's Holiday Season is going well!!! Come see me the next time your at Wolfchase!

Lookie At What I Got!!!!

2004-12-19T01:05:00.000-06:00

So If there is anyone out there who still reads this blog....This post is for you. Tonight was a big night for me. We had our work Christmas Dinner..(which was great) And...Gene gave me this!!!!!!!!!

My Ring

He gave me a big box that was wrapped beautifully. Then inside that box was another box...and inside that box, was another box, then inside that box was this beautiful Engagement ring!!

I know I havent been blogging much lately, and I bet everyone has given up on me... but for those of you who are still around..Thanks for hanging in there and my promise for things to get back to normal after the Holidays still stands!

Smoochies!

2004-12-19T00:24:00.000-06:00

My Ring

ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz

2004-11-28T15:52:00.000-06:00

Retail Management. Holiday Shoppers. Long Hours.

Please accept this as my explanation for not blogging. I miss you guys!!! I really do. When I get a day off... (Friday) I will update you on the wonderful world of Tiffany. Until then...hold tight and don't forget about me.

Someone Please Remind Me....

2004-11-17T23:36:00.000-06:00

What ever gave me the desire to work in Retail Management....Especially this time of year??? I feel like I have been hit by a ton of bricks....

On top of that we are remodeling the house....new paint, new furniture, hardwood floors...and all during Retail Hell Season!

I hope everyone made it through hump day ok. The week is almost over!

To All My Blogger Buddies...

2004-11-16T20:00:00.000-06:00

What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

I'll Always Be There
In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling SAD,
You can count on me.
I will give you a wink,
Until you smile,
give you a hug,
And stand by your side.
I'll be there for you till the end,
I'll always and forever, be your friend!

Man.... I am such a sweetie!!!!! :-)

Thanks Steph!

2004-11-14T09:56:00.000-06:00

SO, I was reading my normal blogs, and I ran across this on Steph's Blog. I stole it from here. Just cause, well, thats what I do! :-)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days (North Shore, OC, Bachelor...)
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games (only if I am playing with the boy)
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin (for the most part...every now and then.. you know)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton (who is this)
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have hobbies
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me (box cutter, actually.)
20. I'm really, really smart (and also very humble...I felt bad bolding this)
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast (Sometimes I talk faster than I think, especially when I am
trying to get my point across. It makes for a funny situation.)
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas (Does Tunica Count??)
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a Sig. O. in the past (Not Gene people... when I was younger)
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular (was very popular during my college days)
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex (much to the boys dismay, I have not.)
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Blogger
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months (I did NOT want to highlight this. I am soooo not a drinker..but I had a relapse the night before Halloween.)
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be online
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment

So what about you people??? Tell me about yourself!

A True Thief Never Recovers.

2004-11-13T16:59:00.000-06:00

OK, I have a new victim. I borrowed this pic from Dayrell. I hope she doesn't mind. It was just too good not to pass along!

DOH!

I'm Loving It! :-)

Waaaayy Random Thought.

2004-11-13T16:50:00.000-06:00

In a previous post, I stated that our friends Courtnie and John were moving into their new house. Well it just hit me. I have to sets of friends ( both married couples) named Courtnie and John.

Wow. Talk about delayed reaction. :-)

I am sitting here eatching chinese...and putting off getting dressed. Jamie and I are going to see The Polar Express!! I am a huge kid at Christmas, and I can't wait to see it!!! :-)

Christmas is in the air folks, (According to my place of employment it has been in the air for a month and a half already. lol.

Have a Great Night!

One Freaky Movie....

2004-11-13T16:40:00.000-06:00

One Freaky Movie

Have you seen it? What did you think? A movie CAN NOT end like that, Talk to me people!

Guess Who's Back.....

2004-11-07T09:23:00.000-06:00

Back again... Tiffer's back, Tell a friend. la la la..Oh wait, I got lost in the moment.

So I wonder... Does anyone out there still read this old thing, or have I been replaced by some Blogger come lately? :)

The past few weeks have been crazy, work has been crazy, Home has been crazy,...everything has been crazy! But seems like things have finally settled down. At least for a second.

Whats been going on? I am SO glad you asked.. It's been so long since I actually blessed you with tales of my "not so ordinary life". Come on, admit it... You've missed me. I am just going to go over highlights to avoid a 3 hour entry.

Halloween weekend the craziness started. Gene went out of town for Friday and Saturday. Friday Night I went to a party that some guy at work was throwing. I went with Racheal. I should not have went. I spent most of Friday Night and all of Saturday realizing this...
Sunday when Gene got back we went to the casinos for the night. I learned to play Roulette finally!
November 2nd. Well we all know what happened that day, and we all know how I feel about what happened that day. SPEAKING OF WHICH... Has anyone out there seen the Sunday Paper from this morning??? UGH! The first thing I don't wanna see is a HUGE face shot of our Oh-So-&$^#&#!-Wonderful President.
Our friends, Courtnie and John, are moving in their new house. Helped them.
Let's not forget about the "Official kick-off of Retail Christmas Hell, this past Friday Night. Mom and I went up to the mall to watch it all unfold. Pretty cool. It snowed in the mall. But in the back of my mind, I know what all this meant. It meant work will be hell until February. *Deep Breath* . Bring it!
Got a Ticket. Cop was an a$$.
Memphis played an I score you score game with Louisville. I made the comment, "whoever has the ball last will when." Guess what?

So that's it. Well, at least a much narrowed down version of it. But what about you? How in the hell are ya?

"Now that I realize, that I'm going down, from all this pain you put me through. Everytime I close my eyes, I'm like damn..I can't go on not loving you.."

That's It!!!

2004-11-03T17:55:00.000-06:00

I am moving to Canada, ASAP!

It was nice knowing you all.

See You in four years!

Happy Halloween!

2004-10-31T11:43:00.000-06:00

Happy Halloween!

Wasn't my pumpkin awesome? Me and My boy did it all by ourselves!

It Tastes Ohhhh So Sweet!

2004-10-28T15:44:00.000-05:00

From Cursed to First

"Somewhere children laugh and dance",

"Somewhere old men shout",

"There is joy in Beantown now."

"The Bambino has struck out."

So Tell Me Something...

2004-10-23T01:17:00.000-05:00

How does a sorority girl turn into a girl who stays home on the weekends playing online games and searching through ebay?

It's a sad, sad story.

What About Them SOX??

2004-10-21T15:12:00.000-05:00

What curse??? That's what was running through the mind of millons (yes there are that many) of Boston Red Sox Fans as the Sox scated by arch rival NY, making baseball history.

Something to Shout about.

Being from Boston myself, a sense of pride came over me as I watched the last four games of the series. Those men played ball with a skill they had not brought out in the first three games. I love it!

To all of those Yankee fans, mainly Jeff and Woody, that I tantalized over Boston's big win...I am sorry, but as Geoff Calkins would say, "There's no shame in losing to a team that is going to win the World Series." :-)

I hope everyone out there in Bloggersville is doing well. My work week is over and I have a much needed long weekend ahead of me. I think Friday night I am going to see Friday Night Lights. Has anyone out there seen it? Is it good?

Saturday Racheal and I are supposed to be going out for a much needed, much deserved Girls Night Out. Any ideas??

"Everything that I've been doing is all bad. I got a chic on the side and a crib and a ride, and I've been telling you so many lies, it's all bad."

And I Didn't Steal it....

2004-10-19T18:43:00.000-05:00

Well not really anyway. :-) Turns out there is a fellow blogger out there who hasn't forgotten about me!! HE sent me this nifty little quiz!

What about you? What does it think you should be?

You Should Be a Martini for Halloween!

What should you be for Halloween?

To Blog or Not to Blog...

2004-10-19T15:20:00.000-05:00

...That is the question...

So tell me something. Does anyone out there still read this thing???

It was a long week, followed by an even longer weekend! I will be greatful for one thing, however, My Red Sox have won the last two games of the series forcing a game six.

To all my faithful readers, I am sorry for the lack of posts, things have just been so negative lately, and I don't want to be the blog everyone hates because it is full of complaints, so I have just kept my fingers away from the keyboard lately.

As Arnold would say, I'll be back. :-)

"So what's the glory in living? Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore? And if love never lasts forever, Then tell me.. what's forever for?

Fall is in the Air!

2004-10-12T16:46:00.000-05:00

I couldn't help but notice it, as I walked out to my car this afternoon. Fall is here.

Fall is my favorite season. I remember when I was young, in New England people would come from all around just to see the trees change colors. I love football, sweatshirts, and Holiday Dinners! Actually, there is nothing that I don't like about this season.

End of Thought.

I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. Mine was tiring and I have yet to recover. I am planning on taking a nice nap. Soon. Just after I do.... (See that's my problem. I keep adding to my list.)

Don't give up on me yet. I will blog again! :-)

ZZZzzzz...

2004-10-09T07:58:00.000-05:00

I went in to work at 7am Friday Morning. I worked until midnight last night. I went back to work at 4am this morning, and just got home.

I am going to bed.

Gotcha!

2004-10-07T20:24:00.000-05:00

You know... that I stole this from Shannon. I think I am ok with my results, except for the whole 'while you often seem worthless". Man. Talk about an ego hit.

You are water. You're not really organic; you're
neither acidic nor basic, yet you're an acid
and a base at the same time. You're strong
willed and opinionated, but relaxed and ready
to flow. So while you often seem worthless,
without you, everything would just not work.
People should definitely drink more of you
every day.

Which Biological Molecule Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Gotta Love Him...

2004-10-07T20:01:00.000-05:00

It's been a while so I thought I would bless you with a few more pictures of my baby!! That lovely lady in the bottom photograph, is my Mother.

My Baby

Smile For the Camera!

Yes, I know he is ADORABLE!! But NO you can't have him. Believe me...you would bring him back to me anyway.. :-) He's my very own Dr Jekyll/Mr. Hyde!

Add One More to the W Side!

2004-10-02T20:03:00.000-05:00

What a day! What a game! Its about time Memphis played the first half of the ball game. I am like a proud parent! After a brief reality check last week, Memphis let their fans know, that a loss would not be happening again. At least not this week. Great game.

Last night was perfect. Today was even better. Gene loved his birthday present(s). Last night when he got off, he came to the room we had gotten for the night. I had decorated it for his birthday. The fridge was stocked, and his present was wrapped on the dresser. Being the big kid he is... He walked in, and went straight for the box. I had taken the work order for the tint for this car and put it in a little box. Then, I put that little box in a medium box with some new phone accessories, Then I put that medium box in a bigger box with an Collector's edition Scarface DVD and two small bottles of crown. He loved it all. Especially the tint.

This morning on the way to the tailgate, we dropped Gene's car off at Xtreme Auto, and went by my house to get some clothes. It was crowded when we got to the tailgate. It was cool to see everyone again. I hadn't seen Gene's frat brothers in a long time. Like...man, forever. I saw alot of the kd's I knew too. I remember'd why I liked some, and why I disliked, I mean REALLY disliked others. Lemme explain... I was not in a sorority at Memphis, when I transfered to Memphis, my sorority did not have a chapter, so I kind of stepped back out of "greek life". At UMemphis, the sororitys are all...like, against eachother. there's no unity. Everyone is just trying to outdo everyone else. So...some people just get on my nerves.

So after the game, Gene and I went to Hueys, and had an awesome dinner. Ya shoulda been there. Now I'm tired, and full....

....More to Come Later.....

Thou Shall Not Steal...

2004-10-01T06:33:00.000-05:00

....Yea, right. I got this, once again from Shannon. Everything In red I have done. I have added my comments in green. Kinda Christmasy, huh?

***Warning This is Going to Be a long one****

I HAVE.....

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula.
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone .
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it.
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease
11. Bungee jumped (Wait, does the whole bungee swing count??)
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game (The NBA is in Memphis, baby!)
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the Leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables (I spent 10 years of my life in Alabama, now what do you think?
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars (Refer to Question #18)
21. Changed a baby's diaper
22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne (I HATE champagne!!! Yuck!)
25. Given more than you can afford to charity
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment (haven't we all?)
28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb.
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip
38. Taken an ice cold bath
39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Turned three weeks miraculously into three days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer.
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job for all accounts (Stream, Baby!)
51. Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen a sign
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbing
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a cow
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it.
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo (How about 3 of em?)
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once? - More than thrice?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived.
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper

172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime

173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Got someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Read the Iliad
180. Been Deep sea fishing
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183.¦and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didnt know you
195. Had a booth at a street fair
196: Dyed your hair
197: Been a DJ
198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199: Written your own role playing game
200: Been arrested

I warned you. Now you know entirely too much about me! :-)

A Week in Review...

2004-09-30T21:27:00.000-05:00

I have decided that I have been neglecting my blog. This week has been crazy, to say the least. I just have not had the desire to blog. I know it's horrible. Ya gotta forgive me. I am going to try and do better.

Lemme tell you about my week...

Sunday I had to work. I hate when I have to work on Sundays, but hey...it's life. Two of my employees no called-no showed. So, that doubled the workload, AGAIN. I came home and took a brief nap. Gene came over around 7, and we went and rented a few movies, and ordered pizza. I will leave my summary with two suggestions. Go and rent The Punisher. It was an excellent movie! Secondly order Papa John's BBQ pizza. OMG... It was so good. I don't like BBQ sauce at all, but this pizza was Yum-mee!

Monday night I did something I thought I would never do. I picked up the phone and called my Father. (I don't know if you remember or not, but I had posted about how I had found my Father after 20+ years.) My heart was beating out of my chest. It was crazy. As the phone rang, I was replaying over and over what I was going to say when someone picked up. No one did. I left a voicemail. It was only about 10 minutes when he called me back. It was awkward. Very. I hope to keep in touch with him, but I left the ball in his court. (as the saying goes.)

Then of course, I turned on my favorite show. This show is driving me crazy. You never know what is going to happen next. I guess that is what makes it so intriguing. The one thing that is pissing me off though, is all these long breaks it is taking. It won't be back on until November 4. I am not sure I can survive that long..lol... The good thing is that it is moving to Thursday Nights, and will be showing before The OC, which means I have 2 hours of TV to watch on Monday Nights now.

Tuesday nothing much happened. Work was rough. I lost an employee. Came home...took a nap, caught The Real World, and went back to bed. Fun Times.

Last night, I came home from work. Collapsed for a 3 hour nap, and got up just in time to watch episode 2 of The Bachelor. (In case you haven't noticed, I am in love with Reality TV!) When Gene got off he came over and I helped him prepare for his tests. He left about 445, and I got ready for work. Yes, you read that right. No sleep. Ug.

Tonight nothing too big happened. I slept from like 1:30-3 and then again from 3:15-6. Still not much sleep, but thats ok. I should sleep like a baby tonight. Or at least I hope I do. Watched the debate tonight. (See my previous post). Tonight is the last night I have to sacrifice my relationship for homecoming!!! On a positive note, Gene's frat and the sorority they were working with won the step show! Congrats ya'll!

Got a big day tomorrow. It's Gene's birthday Saturday and we are celebrating tomorrow night! I plan on making it extra-special. I am not going to go in to details, in fear that he may read this, but...I am the BEST girlfriend ever! lol.

Then of course Saturday is HOMECOMING. Ok, yea. I know I am no longer in college, but who says Alumni can not get excitied too! Gene and I are going to the tailgate party and then heading on the Liberty Bowl. When the games over, we are going to change clothes and going out to have a nice birthday dinner. Saturday night he is going out with the fellas, and Shalinda and I are heading downtown.

Whew! It is going to be a crazy weekend, too.

Alright, I have bored you enough. I will do my best to begin posting regularly again to avoid book long entries!

Have a Wonderful Friday!!!!

Thought For The Day....

2004-09-30T21:19:00.000-05:00

I think it should be required that the President of the United States take public speaking courses. Starting yesterday.

End of Thought.

Any Given Saturday.

2004-09-26T14:21:00.000-05:00

There's a new gloom hanging over Memphis this morning. The UM Tigers, who were scheduled to go undefeated this season, lost at the hands of UAB last night.

Did you watch the game??? When did Memphis become a second half team? When I was playing basketball, our team gained the reputation of a 4th quarter team. Our coach hated it. He would always come in and say, "2nd half performers don't win basketball games. You have to go out there and play all 4 quarters." He was right. Memphis went in to halftime down. Like they did in the previous two games. The came out, and performed, tieing the score. Not once, but twice. The score was tied with 40 seconds left in the game. Then it happened UAB broke loose, and ran for another touchdown. Memphis was down again. But it wasn't over right? There was 13 seconds left on the clock. Memphis still had time to pull a miracle out of the hat. But they couldn't. Not this time anyway. Memphis got it's first defeat this year, breaking a 10 game winning streak. Truth is, as much as I hate to say it...Memphis didn't deserve to win last night.

One of the Memphis players said, "I expected to win." Now, maybe that's the problem. You go into a game expecting to win, and you don't try as hard. Coach used to say, "You always have to go into a game expecting to FIGHT for a victory. A victory is never guaranteed."

UGHHH... That game gave me heartburn.

You Steal From Me...I Shall Steal From You.

2004-09-24T21:39:00.000-05:00

I stole this!!! Whew hew! I always do that. I was browsing my daily blogs, and I came across this at Shannon's Place. You know I couldn't pass it by.

You are the Sun card. The light of the Sun reveals
all. The Sun is joyful and bright, without fear
or reservation. The childish nature of the Sun
allows you to play and feel free. Exploration
can truly take place in the light of day when
nothing is hidden. The Sun's rays fill you with
energy so that you may live life to its
fullest, milking pleasure out of each day. Such
joy and energy can bring wealth and physical
pleasure. To shine in the light of day is to
have confidence, to soak up its rays is to feel
the freedom of a child. Image from: Stevee
Postman. http://www.stevee.com/

Which Tarot Card Are You?
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So...Tell Me Something..

2004-09-21T23:34:00.000-05:00

Are there any men out there who have been blessed with the talent of knowing how to say something?

I mean when will he get that,
"I didn't have to come over, anyway. I could have just gone to the house and worked on the homecoming float."

DOES NOT mean the same thing as,
"I am choosing you over my friends because I love you, and I want to spend time with you."

Sheesh.

End of Complaint.

What Are You Doing????

2004-09-20T20:36:00.000-05:00

Go.
Quick.
Turn on Fox.
Renovate my family is on. This show is awesome! Seriously. Not to mention it immediately follows North Shore. Could Monday night television get any better?

How was everyone's weekend? Saturday night, Racheal, Jackie, and I went downtown to this new club called "Plush". It was ok. I wore the wrong shoes. So I didn't get to dance the night away like I normally would. Not to mention that it was a 25 buck cover charge. Actually come to think of it, the most fun of the night was the trip down there. I am not sure how... All I know is that a fifth of Vodka disappeared in about 30 minutes. Hmmm...interesting.

Sunday I slept. And Slept. And Slept. Seriously. I don't think I have ever slept that much before. Gene came over after his frat meeting. We went and rented some movies. And just hung out for a while. Good times. :o) I love days like that. Nothing can beat a night spent in, with someone you love. No obligations. Just eachother!

Today at work was stress free. Seriously. I got home about 2. I had an AWESOME phone interview, that I am not going to talk about until later. I seem to jinx myself.

Well Everyone, thats enough boring details for now. Go on about your business!!